What He Wants

I want you in a way that I don't want anyone else to want you. I want to be the only one who gets you, but I don't want you to myself. I don't want you for keeps, but I want you for now. I want you to only want me, but I don't want you to love me. Because if you love me then I'll feel bad and I won't want you anymore. At least not like that. I'll always want you in my life. I don't want you to wait, but I'm afraid if you don't I'll be alone when all I really want is attention. I want your attention and I don't want you to pay attention to anyone else. But I don't want you for keeps. I want you to move on and to go on dates. I want you to date a jerk, I want him to hurt you. But I want you to remember how I made you feel, remember that I'm the best. Remember the feeling of me inside of you, keep locked up don't ever forget. When you start to feel alone I want you to remember. Remember. Remember. I don't want you to forget. I want you to forget the tears that others have caused you. I want you to forget the tears I caused you. I want you to forget what I'm doing to you right now. It's not right and I want you to know that. I want to keep you close, but I don't want to keep you forever. I'm sorry, I love you but I don't want you for keeps.

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